My darling E, by the time this candle has reached its last flicker, I pray that I will have been worthy enough to join your spirit in the hereafter. I hope it is what we hope it to be, and we are together. In grief, when you loose someone who is profoundly close to you like you were to me and I to you, your world becomes remarkably small, it’s very hard to see much further than the end of your arm. So I apologise most sincerely for all the “I” that come your way from me. “I” Hope you can forgive my selfishness, You are the best man I have ever known even with your annoying habits I love you so. And that’s why I just can’t get over loosing you, it’s still just such a struggle. Being so poorly, I’m sure you’ve been watching over me, if I keep going the way I have been I may be joining you sooner than we thought. Please be there waiting for me to hold my hand, and give me your bestest Ian hug. I really miss that. This is so self indulgent I’m sorry sweetheart, It’s Easter in the morning.. and I really wanted to buy to a mint Easter egg. They have mint chocolate oranges now can you believe that?!!! Be in my dreams my darling, I love you always your Vivvy xxx
This candle was first lit on the 31st of March 2024 and will burn for 99 years 1 month and 7 days.
